I need advice but conceal my identity . I never believed I can be struck by love, before now I have never cared about anyone so deeply even when I am in a relationship with you. But this particular girl we were connecting so well and I happened to loose guard and fall in love unusual of me (the normal me can play you without falling in love) . I don’t know what changed maybe I became too close to her and she became too familiar with me and started taking me for granted.
For each time I call her, I regret it because she must pick fault and make you feel bad in every free flowing conversation.
I feel this thing is becoming toxic , most times after picking fault after conversations, I find it difficult to study.
It’s not like I can’t stop calling her but the good me finds it difficult to stop, I don’t just Know the best way to stop that I won’t hurt myself and hurt her (even if I feel she may care less now)